i thought i could live in your arms
and spend every moment i had with you
stay up all night with the stars
confess all the faith i had in you

another match, another injury.

start over, let's start over.

is this the end of the moment
or just a beautiful unfolding
of a love that will never be
for you and me.

"i want to disappear, to fall asleep and to not wake up. there's nothing to wake up to anyway"
cathy's blog.

i know how you feel, and i'm feeling it now, again. this is so depressing.

BEST THURSDAY MORNING.

spent 5 hours in the morning at macs with amir just now.
why? cus we dont wanna go for class, except pe.
actual plan was to skip only the first two periods.
it was actually very nice ah. no rush for school and all that.

and i passed my napfa. yessssssaaaahhhhh. but the Sit and Reach, fuck i thought i could get an 'A' sial. arghhh

i'm all shagged out from school/training.
and tmr's a thursday, another fucking long day.
i'm dreading school now.

i had a really long talk with amir just now.
it was really nice, considering the fact we both share the same problems and stuff.
thanks bro.

argh, thats it, fuck homework.
i'm going to sleep.


and i fucking twitched my anterior talofibular ligament again. haha.
pain sial.

this is the year of heartbreaks, crushed hopes & dreams, failures.
the part that hurts the most is when you have to get up, wipe your tears and move on.
it still does.

oh, its 4 30 in the morning.

oooooooh i cant sleep. yet again.
but at least i've got company...CATHY! (:

Cathy, just dont think so much about the thing with your no.1 sayang la.
happy thoughts,
like 'I remember asyraf gave me my first ever pretzel, aww'
or 'and of course Asyraf who followed me to the clinic and got my blood on his Korea shirt and helped calm me down when I was crying hysterically'. HAHA.
you can talk/cry/vent/disturb/bother/irritate/annoy me anytime you want if you need someone. just dont get so emotional cus i suck at consoling. (:
i got your back, alwayzzzz! hahaha.

oh, now i've got to clean the house. i've wrecked it so much with all the cooking and cutting of hair, which I THINK THERE'S A HOLE IN MY HAIR, AGAIN! aaaaaaaaaaaahh.

jonny wilkinson.
dan carter.
danny cipriani.
muhammad asyraf.

HAHAHAHAH.



and it would have been a year. argh.

My 1st of May.

i...
met up with candice, raj, rahmaan and brandon,
watched XMen;Wolverine again,
played left for dead,
met up with hazel,
ate at fish&co,
had haagen daaz,
got lost with candice and rahmaan,
watched american pie on my ipod with some random HOT girl in the bus,
got home and slept.

spent forty bucks in one day.
fuck.