"Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

...That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best."

i expected it, yes, and i guess i have to make do with it.
it's taking a huge, huge toll on me, but what the heck.
just take good care of her man, she's something really, really special.

i need time alone now.

"i'm not looking for extra attention, i just wanna be just like you.
just to blend in with the rest of the room."

i'm losing my mind, myself.
and i, still, after all of this, despite of everything, still love you.
ugh.

as of this point, i know i'm screwing up my midyears.

my stomach's super warm right now, and its damn uncomfortable. argh.

i ate some rojak my cousin bought ytd. then...i started vomiting alot and shitting. my stomach hurt so much i even went to the hospital. yes yes, like girl, but pain sia. so in the end it was some food poisoning shit. hahaha now i feel so weak. oh well.

i reached towards the skies
i've said my goodbyes
my heart's always with you
in prayers and dreams too.

love you still bro.

ah, who cares, right?

and i can't wait for friday.

i need to find myself first.

dont look at me that way,

i fuck up, and say things out loud.
i swear i never meant for this.

tell me, what the fuck is wrong with whats going on.

the perishers - trouble sleeping

well i cant forget you.