SOMEBODY PLEASE TALK TO ME.

I AM SO MISERABLY BORED THAT I'M GONNA POST THIS.

here are my targets for 2009.

starting with my studies.
GP - C
Math - a freaking E
Melayu - C
Geography - hopefully a D
Accounting - better be a B (haha that was fucking cool. okay random)
Mgt of Business - B

next, rugby.
PLATES CHAMPIONSHIP.
vice-captaincy.

my personal hopes and dreams.
to finally grow up and realise i need to start saving up.
to study, and to study with all my heart.
speaking of hearts, i promise to not break anyone's heart anymore.
to be a better brother, a better son, a better role model.
to achieve these goals.

please god, i need your help in this. i need all the motivation i can possibly get. to start focusing, to start telling myself this year's impt. its make or break. haiya asyraf, its up to you. you control your future, so make good use of the opportunity given.

in other news, i'm just numbing myself now so as to not break down and cry again. its very hard for me, to accept the fact there's nothing between us anymore. so our differences did tear us apart. but i think there's a silver lining behind every dark cloud (if thats how the saying goes). there's something good behind every bad. so yeah, im staying positive, well at least i'm telling myself to. i'll be waiting for your texts, your calls, everything. i promised you ytd i wont be sad while talking on the phone. maybe i wont, or at least pretend i wont be. like i told you, whatever it is, i'll be here if you need me. anytime. cus i still love and care for you nur aliana, i still and will always do.

sigh. another fucking emo post. haiyaaaaaaaaaa