the silence isn't so bad
till i look at my hands and feel sad
cus the spaces between my fingers
were right where yours fit perfectly

i'm gonna go home straight after school for the next two weeks, well except for the night study days uh. i needa mug in silence, with pure focus and concentration, without anymore distractions. wow i surprised myself when i came up with that sentence. anyways, yeah, i need to do well. BUT, i just realised i keep doing this, saying the same things to myself everyday, but nothing's changed. its like 2008 all over again. i'm still slacking, stoning, procrastinating, and all that. i'm now starting to get worried that i'm not even worried for the promos.

i've been talking to shuuy about our future (chey, chey!) in MI. we both are retainees, okay fine, counselled to exit (CTE) students and our asses are on the chopping block if we screw the promos up. what's weird is that we both have the same problems apparently, like the slacking. but, she's already starting hxc revision and she's kinda a little (annoying, naggy) motivating factor for me, but the nagging ah. wha sial ah, bway tahan. hahaha, okay bff i'm sorry, you pig. hahaaaaaaaaaaa (:


ah, i read cathy's blog just now, which prompted me to write this post about my current study-situation. by the way cathy, yes, goodluck for the promos too. like sincerely, hahaha. well i cant bear to leave MI just as yet.


well, i wont. hopefully.
aaaaaaah, now i'm going off, to drown myself in Nightmare of You and Owl City.
goooooooooooooooooodnight.


and oh, happy birthday fatin. (: