i got a big shock when Audi said the marathon's on Sunday. i got a bigger shock when i checked the booklet and found out he wasn't lying. holy shit the marathon is on Sunday. i'm not fucking prepared at all. i'm not prepared to run/jog/walk/crawl 42.195 fucking kilometres. oh my god the thought of running the marathon is sinking in right now and ahhhhhh it sucks. holy shit 42km! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

i wanted to blog about something else just now, but the thought of the marathon is so overwhelming. sial ah, 42km siolzxz. i can barely manage 5km yet alone the annual 2.4km during Napfa. wha i sound fucking whiny but who cares. cus why? cus i'm fucking running 42km. 40-fucking-two-kilometres. you know how far that is?! the run starts at Fullerton Hotel, goes all the way to Tanjong Pagar, then back to Fullerton. Guess what, THOSE ARE ONLY THE FIRST THREE CHECKPOINTS. there are fucking 42 checkpoints! okay maybe that doesnt really show how far la, but ah fuck its 42km sia fucker dog. @#$%^%&^!!!

HOLY SHIT WHY THE FUCK DID I SIGN UP FOR THIS.

AHHH FUCK YOU AMIR! hahahaha!